Pill Popper-Tee hee

Hola my Peeps

I have been out of it the past couple of days. Good news though, I did get that part and my car is now back on the road :) Man for being a city girl without a license up until 3 years ago, I now feel trapped without a car. Laundry was put on hold, grocery shopping and going to the movies. All at a stand still because I had no car, what the f%$& is that?!

PLEASE NOTE: These things have now all been taken care of :)

But a lot of it has to do with my weight (gee, what a surprise), see I have no qualms about taking a bus, I mean I lived in New York my entire life, public transportation is nothing new, you know? But I feel vulnerable walking places or waiting for a bus. I mean, what if my ex boyfriend sees me? UGH! the horror.

You may be asking yourself if I am still hung up on him, well, the answer is, no, I'm not. However, my friends and I have this rule you see, "never let an ex see you sweat, never". Translation; If you must see your ex, you must look fabulous! And yeah, okay, we started this rule when we were a lot younger but still, it sits within and paralyzes me. I mean logically I know that it doesn't matter what I look like when I see him because there is a reason he is my ex. I didn't want him then and I surely don't now, but still, it's ingrained in me.

Now that my car is alive and well again, I suppose this is neither here nor there, until the next time that is :)

On another note, I was attacked by the flu yesterday morning and I mean full blown attack mode. In the past when I've been plagued with the influenza, it came slowly over a few days but this was like WAM! I was fine one minute and the next I was disoriented, dizzy and burning up with my throat slowly closing on me. I got some Cold and Flu meds and started popping pills like Elizabeth Taylor, word! I have to work for a living after all. I'm still feeling quite terrible, but I will pop a few more pills and take the kids to the movies (only because I already promised pre-flu outbreak), after that it's bed time for me.

Have a fab weekend

Laterz!